| Location | Feltham Middlesex |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 9/2001 |
| Date of Death | 9/2001 |
| Visitors | 1,903 since 24/04/2007 |
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Sept 2001 to Sept 2001
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From:Feltham Middlesex
Our Hadley was born September, 2001 at 3:20 pm. Hadley was my first and only child who i miss so much every day .He was with us for 50 short wonderful minutes.The best day and the worst day of my life . He was called to heaven at 4:10 pm. He was born with a condition called Potters Syndrome ( NO KIDNEYS). Which runs in my family as hes mum now has a healthy little boy.During this time we were able to love and hold our sweet, beautiful angel. I didnt want to let him go we had so little time i had big plans for him.He was born 5 weeks early and weighed only 4 lbs. 6 oz.
He was 17 1/2 inches long. We kept Him in the room with us for 8 hours giving time for all family and friends to hold and see our beautiful little angel and make photos. We will keep Hes memory in our hearts forever
this is the first time i have ever spoken about hadley since the day he died .I did not attend hes funeral or have never visited hes grave as i feel i was young and thought if i blanked it out my mind i would forget but ihavent all ive got is REGRET for not saying a farwell to my boy and not seeing him at hes grave and im sorry to hes mum for leaving everything to you you were young and and i should of helped please forgive xx
Dear
Hadley
Im sorry for not being there to say our last goodbyes at ur funeral but son i was thinking of you and came afterwards and just cryed n cryed at your flowers .Im sorry i havent been to see you my boy but i feel you around me all time .Isaw your mummy the other day and i see you have got a little brother who im sure your looking over. I know mummy blames me for all the heartache and pain and i do feel responseable son im sorry and i love you soo much sleep tigh son till we meet again xx
love daddy xxx
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HUG WAR!
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your friends x
love claire x
i miss you so much son! why did you have to go why ? i love you soo much it hurts i now one day soon we will b able to do all the things dads and sons do. love you forever son sleep tight daddys little man xxxxxx
love to sweet angel hadley
what a perfect little sweet heart love to you and your family my heart goes out to you x x
hope hadleys safe in heaven playing with all our babie angels x x xlots of love harleys mummy jodie x x
sorry
please dont feel guilty your little boy knew you loved him with every beat of your heart hes playing in gods garden looking out for his loved ones , rest in peace hadley x
sleep tight hadley
rip little hadley!!
ur in a much better place now m8 with the rest of gods angels
luk after ur daddy plz n every1 that luvs u n misses u, and im sure u know how upset ur daddy is 4 loosing u and i no u wil b waiting up there 4 him holdin out ur little hand waiting 4 daddy 2 b with u!!
im sure my litle friend kelcey kirkham is looking after u up there 2!
sleep tight little man, shine ur star so bright 2nite over ur dad x
(feel free light candle on kelceys site)
A Special Son
This was sent to me when I lost my son, my thoughts are with you and he will be watching over you and not judging you as if it was not for you he would never have made it that far, he was sent and taken for a reason that you will find out when you meet again xx
A Special Son
People try to help me
Every one is so kind,
But no matter what they say to me
I always seem to find.
They look at me with sympathy
In a caring sort of way,
I thank them and attempt to smile
Then as I walk away.
The tears start welling up again
Every time it's the same,
I simply fall to pieces
At the mention of your name.
I know that you'r in heaven now
And my heart is filled with pain,
But God will take good care of you
Untill we meet again.
A Special Son
This was sent to me when I lost my son, my thoughts are with you and he will be watching over you and not judging you as if it was not for you he would never have made it that far, he was sent and taken for a reason that you will find out when you meet again xx
A Special Son
People try to help me
Every one is so kind,
But no matter what they say to me
I always seem to find.
They look at me with sympathy
In a caring sort of way,
I thank them and attempt to smile
Then as I walk away.
The tears start welling up again
Every time it's the same,
I simply fall to pieces
At the mention of your name.
I know that you'r in heaven now
And my heart is filled with pain,
But God will take good care of you
Untill we meet again.
if it helps any i lost a baby 16 weeks into my pregnancy and my partner just couldnt bare to be there when we had charlie , he didnt see him and still to this day doesnt want to see charlie photos , we all deal with grieve in our own way and your little angel hadley will know that his mummy and daddy love him more than words can say, you have been very brave to face up to it and speak about how precious he is too you.
thinking of you as daddys suffer as well as mummys and people forget that sometimes.
xxx
A Dad Hurts Too
People don't always see the tears a dad cries,
His heart is broken too when his child dies.
He tries to hold it together and be strong,
Even though his world's gone wrong.
He holds his wife as her tears fall,
Comforts her through it all,
He goes through his day doing what he's supposed to do,
But a piece of his heart has been ripped away too.
So when he's alone he lets out his pain,
And his tears come like falling rain,
His world has crashed in around him,
And a world that was once bright has gone dim.
He feels he has to be strong for others,
But Dads hurt too, not just the Mothers,
He searches for answers but none are to be found,
He hides behind a mask when he is feeling down.
He smiles through his tears,
He struggles and holds in his fears,
But what you see on the outside is not always real,
Men don't always show how they really feel.
So I'd like to ask a favor of you,
The next time you see a mother hurting
over the loss of her child,
please remember.....a Dad hurts too.
Hadley will have known
Please don't worry, everybody handles this stuff differently and Hadley will have known that you were with him in spirit. You have nothing to be forgiven for. Your little angel will be watching over you from heaven.
from Jenni
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